I attempt my first one-night stand by using social media. And of course I practice safe sex
I can't seem to get over the awkward sex with someone for the first time. I have to admit that, I had a bunch of one night stands in the past.
I never really get past that, even though I want to. I get really paranoid about what I did and I just try to find the first opportunity to get out there. I hate that awkward silence after sex. I don't really know what to say. After that I get ashamed to talk to the again
If there is one thing, I learned you should put aside your personal feelings with a studied yet cool sense of detachment and just have fun and not take this silly thing too seriously.
Because it really hurts when you take everything too seriously. I mean you would wait with a deep breath for a response
from that person and if it didn't come or didn't get any reply. Then, I would wonder
what was wrong with me.? Was it something I said or didn't say? Am I not attractive
enough?
We would either meet and have sex and I'd never see each
other again or we'd casually text until one or both of us lost interest.
I realize something that I don’t enjoy it anymore.
I always have had the sense that when I’m involved with someone, I become a better person. I know I need to be in a relationship.
Random anonymous sex leaves me feeling lonelier than before.
There is also a difference between accepting the sexual aspect of a relationship versus basing the relationship solely on the desire to have sex.
I decided to delete my social media accounts on purpose. I have many reasons
